it's been a while
It’s been a while Since I looked back at happiest memories of my childhood, Since I looked at the bucket list of my teenage years. It’s been a while since I reflected the growth; Seems ages ago that I said, “I’m proud of you,” in the mirror. It seems long time since I wiped my tears—no, you’re wrong, and it’s okay, learn it for the next. It’s been a long since I said to myself, “Hey, don’t be afraid. You got this.” Been a while since I let the demons take over and shadows of doubts grow over. Been a while since I laughed out loud with a stranger's kids, making goofy faces. Been a while since chasing those small dreams—falling, failing, and saying, “Yes, that’s it.” It definitely isn’t a while since I said, “No, you’re being disrespectful.” It’s just a while since I said, “Thank you, I hear your apology,” and, “I don’t accept your apology.” It’s just been days since I wake up and sleep with a smile. It's just a while since I conquer my fears constantly. It seems a wh...